Can i not get over him cuz he might be the one?

Smh. For 1your baby doesn't need to see you like that. 2. I can promise you there is no such thing as "the one" you can fall madly in love with someone and they can be taken away or not work out bc they treat you like **** like this guy. There is always going to be someone compatible out there. It will hurt always with I'm bc he is your first love and he is th father of your baby girl. But you will meet another. And maybe even another and another who treats you right and loves you all of you. At the end of the day there's only 2 things you need to worry about. And that's your self and your baby girl. Good luck in his crazy thing called life.